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air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
19 September 2010 @ 03:16 pm
I want to die.
 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
12 September 2010 @ 11:43 pm
I’m sorry. Or maybe I shouldn’t be. I’m done. I tried my best. I’m sorry this friendship never worked out. I’m sorry it has to end like this. But only if you would have said just one thing. If only you cared enough to stop me. But you didn’t. So. It’s over.

Good bye, Soulmate.
 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
12 September 2010 @ 10:57 pm
I need to make a decision. I need to make an important decision. I need to know whether it is worth it to keep this thin bond between us at all. I've tried and tried, but I don't wanna try no more. This is not the time. I can't. Where are you when I need you most. I don't know what to do. You're terrible, horrible for doing this to me. You're not the sister I never had. I never had you at all.
 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
05 September 2010 @ 12:52 am
 







 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
20 August 2010 @ 02:46 am
 So it's like 2:30am and I doubt any of you even care anymore but I'm gonna make this post anyway, lol. :)

I know that I've been a terrible lj friend, especially since I haven't post in months, and I don't really have an excuse for why I didn't. So yeah, my deepest apologies. ;-; 

I've been really stressed lately, and right now would be one of those moments, so I just want to write to my journal and kinda regain a safe haven where I can share my feelings again. I don't expect anyone of you to care, really, but I guess I do want to warn you of any upcoming emotional rants I may have. I suppose I'm not too confident and am a bit nervous about doing this, but I just feel like I simply can't find anyone in real life who would care anymore to listen to me and I'm not too comfortable with the idea of expressing my feelings elsewhere. I don't know, I just feel ... safer here. 

If you don't understand a single word you're reading, don't worry, I'm not sure I know what I'm typing either. All I know is that I'm writing down whatever is coming to my mind on the spot, and I feel that I'm most honest when I do that. So I guess my honest self is a confusing self. Haha?

Anyways, it's now 10 minutes later and I should really be going off to finish on of my summer reading books instead of thinking anymore. Thinking the way I do don't usually bring out the brightest side of me, I've learn. So yeah. I'm going to leave now. Bye.
 
 
feelings: sadsad
 
 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
07 June 2010 @ 08:20 am
 

 
BUT I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO SHARE THIS BEAUTIFUL THING
ALTHOUGH MOST OF YOU HAVE PROBABLY ALREADY SEEN IT BEFORE THIS NOOB.

I PRESENT YOU: MY SLUT MORNING HAPPY PILL.



SHIT WOKE ME RIGHT UP. DAMN. 
 
 
musique: Sistar - Push Push
 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
20 March 2010 @ 03:57 pm
I know I haven't post in forever, but this is a special occasion.
 
 
musique: TVXQ - 時ヲ止メテ
 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs

 
 
musique: Lady GaGa - Poker Face
 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
21 February 2010 @ 01:15 pm

WELL THAT WAS ENTERTAINING. 8D

 
 
musique: TVXQ - With All My Heart
 
 
air in my breath, filling up my love-soaked lungs
This is going to take some getting used to. It's so ... earsplitting. And monotonous. And just. Eh. And lots of it too.  :\
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musique: Eun Ji Won - Siren