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T-Ara (티아라) - 처음처럼 (Like The First Time)
( lyrics inside because i'm such an awesome stalker like that ;] )
T-ara ♥
musique: T-Ara (티아라) - 처음처럼 (Like The First Time)
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take a drink of insomnia with me, i miss you
i'll be your fairy in a field of stars and we'll fall under the rain to our ends
27 November 2009 @ 06:53 pm
26 November 2009 @ 05:36 am
so. watching that best hits music awards show thingy. i don't even know most of the artists. can't even read the damn language. and yet here i am at 5 something in the morning wide awake with nothing better to do but watch this crap quality streaming.
guys, please get on if i haven't missed you already. too many depressing news the last 24 hours 4 months in kpop. i need you to show me that you're still keeping the same faith i'm trying to hold on to. please.
guys, please get on if i haven't missed you already. too many depressing news the last 24 hours 4 months in kpop. i need you to show me that you're still keeping the same faith i'm trying to hold on to. please.
edit:
i. i just saw them. after an hour of watching nonsense, i missed the beginning of their performance when i temporarily turned the streaming off. fuck my life to no ends. but why. why was it so short. why were they so emotionless. or is that just my deluded mind running wild. the song was barely half its original length. and why am i crying. i should be happy that they finally got to stand on stage together as 5. but they're so divided. at least the feelings are. usually they'd all turn to look at one or two of the members when they're singing their parts. but now. nothing. come back ot5, please. like the days you still act like this as 5 brothers.
i. i just saw them. after an hour of watching nonsense, i missed the beginning of their performance when i temporarily turned the streaming off. fuck my life to no ends. but why. why was it so short. why were they so emotionless. or is that just my deluded mind running wild. the song was barely half its original length. and why am i crying. i should be happy that they finally got to stand on stage together as 5. but they're so divided. at least the feelings are. usually they'd all turn to look at one or two of the members when they're singing their parts. but now. nothing. come back ot5, please. like the days you still act like this as 5 brothers.
i'm going to sleep now, and hoping for a better tomorrow.
musique: stand by u
03 November 2009 @ 10:59 pm
So ... thanks to this fool I call my wife ... I ended up writing that because she just had to say something that destroyed half of my brain cells and made my ovaries exploded. I'm too damn lazy to retype that on word to check my spelling/grammar/crappy writing, so ... mleh. 8' Oh. I should have changed it to Jaejoong-sunbaenim. /facepalm
die of the sex, fangirls, let's just all die and get it over with.
musique: MBLAQ - Oh Yeah
03 November 2009 @ 10:17 pm
14 October 2009 @ 05:40 pm
You are The Fool
The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
musique: MBLAQ - Oh Yeah
09 August 2009 @ 01:59 am
I honestly don't get why people wear circle lenses and then flaunts their 'beautiful eyes' to the world. It's ridiculous, fake, and shows that you have no confidence in yourself without artificial aid. To see the people I was once really close to do this makes me feel that much worse. I valued them as friends base on their personalities and intelligence, not who can 'stare at the camera with the biggest and fake-est pair of eyes.' I'd understand if it's use as a form of confidence boost. Meaning your eyes should be like -_- and turn into o_o. Not o_o into O_O. That's just freaky as hell. I feel like I'm watching a scene off of a horror movie every time I go on one of their FB pages and they're staring back at me like O.O with an almost pasty white face, invisible mouth, washed off nose, and ginormous golf-ball eyes. Which then leads to another point ... what is with the blinding lighting and PS-ing the face till it ends up flat, 2-D and as if made of pastel?
Sigh.
I just ... don't get it. It's not meant to offend anyone, but if you're already naturally pretty then I really don't see the point. It's not cute. It doesn't make you look prettier if all you do is stare at the camera like O_O in a rigid pose. Every. Damn. Time. Because my eyes would go O_O" but out of slight horror. Smile for once. Please. :\
feelings: 
aggravated
aggravated27 June 2009 @ 05:42 am
Title: he thinks (it's the end)
Pairings: jaeho
Rating: pg [nothing explicit]
Length: drabble
Word Count: 101
Summary: jaejoong drives until he has to stop.
A/N: random drabble i wrote at the crack of dawn. the end wasn't conclusive and is open for interpretations, i honestly didn't know how to end it ... and if i did, it would've been a disaster. ;____________________; the italicized [dialogue?] between the dashes would be yunho 'speaking', in case you're wondering where the heck is the jaeho? xD
feelings: 
sleepy
sleepymusique: tohoshinki - secret game
13 June 2009 @ 09:10 pm
feelings: 
hyper
hypermusique: Tohoshinki - Lion Heart
20 May 2009 @ 06:37 pm
feelings: 
tired
tiredmusique: park hyo shin - flower letter
08 March 2009 @ 09:03 pm
i miss the good old days when love was gooey cooties that gives me stomach aches and you're just a boy trying to sing your way to heaven.
now...i miss you.
missing, missing, missing until i can't tell what's up or down anymore.
loving, loving, loving until i can only hear your voice.
singing, singing, singing hoping you'll finally be able to listen and try to find me.
losing, losing, losing until i've lost everything but you.
crying, crying, crying until you're here, you're real and life feels right again.
now...i need you.
feelings: 
groggy
groggymusique: 김재중 - Footsteps
08 March 2009 @ 12:36 am
feelings: 
drained
drainedmusique: Wheesung - Insomnia
22 February 2009 @ 12:30 pm
feelings: 
peaceful
peacefulmusique: 김재중 - 그것만이 내 세상
22 February 2009 @ 12:19 pm
( So I can run up to him and say. Hello, Mr. Kim JaeJoong. I am me. Nice to meet you. Would you like to know me? Would you love me, please? )
...I'm crying and dying and begging to breathe.
feelings: 
pessimistic
pessimisticmusique: 김재중 - 그것만이 내 세상
16 February 2009 @ 04:42 pm
artistic11 February 2009 @ 12:34 am
feelings: 
sick
sickmusique: Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
11 February 2009 @ 12:26 am
feelings: sick
sickmusique: Plain White T's - Hey There Delilah
26 January 2009 @ 08:53 pm
pensive19 January 2009 @ 11:31 pm
Okay, so I should be doing my last 2 Algebra 2 assignments from last week that I'd neglect to do due to studying for tests [DBSK], read that one chapter of To Kill A Mockingbird and the little sheet of paper about the author that my class will have a test over, study ahead for French because I just love it, and work my butt off trying to read and not fall asleep reading that one chapter from my Chemistry textbook that we're going to be tested on Friday. I know I just typed one heck of a run-on sentence but grammar is no where near my top priority right now. Oh, and I have like 3-4 tests + a spontaneous amount of quizzes this week. Joy. Why is it so hard just to get by...and I thought white people aren't supposed to be bright. D: [That was so insulting myself knowing I'm a quarter white and all]. So now it's 11:14 p.m. on 01/19/2009, I'm dead tired, lazy and a bit too cold for comfort at 70 degrees Fahrenheit. My hair isn't styled and I just ate a whole bowl of delicious chicken flavored instant noodles. My life is such a bore. And all I do is boring stuff. No, seriously. DongBanging isn't so exciting if you do it 24/7 in front of an about-to-die laptop due to the excessive amount of DBSK lovely goodies stuff that I saved on it. And it's just been revived barely two months ago.
And I just realized the answers to my dilemma...either murder my poor Lappie with nothing but my dear writing utensils and brute strength...or buy. a. freaking. portable. hard-drive.
And add a internet security kit to that too.
I swear the unintentional cheapness of my parents will cause me to go crazy one day. *Sigh*
As is the life of a poor, pitiful, lifeless DBSK fan-girl. D:
My ranting have serious issues...the whole note have nothing to do with each other, but yet they're all the result of my extreme state of boredom and hopeless addiction. Or maybe it's just me with the issues. Oh dear lord. Not again. Mysa + issues = irrelevant and absolutely rubbish incoherency. That's right. I just dissed myself.
Now please excuse-zeh moi while I go do one of the many things on my building to-do list: Read. The. Freaking. Chapter.
Before I fail a quiz that will make me look stupid and just plain. old. stupid.
Oh, and watch at least one of the DBSK shows I just downloaded from YouTube the last 2 days.
Oh my JaeJoong...I need a life. Toodles. ♥
And I just realized the answers to my dilemma...either murder my poor Lappie with nothing but my dear writing utensils and brute strength...or buy. a. freaking. portable. hard-drive.
And add a internet security kit to that too.
I swear the unintentional cheapness of my parents will cause me to go crazy one day. *Sigh*
As is the life of a poor, pitiful, lifeless DBSK fan-girl. D:
My ranting have serious issues...the whole note have nothing to do with each other, but yet they're all the result of my extreme state of boredom and hopeless addiction. Or maybe it's just me with the issues. Oh dear lord. Not again. Mysa + issues = irrelevant and absolutely rubbish incoherency. That's right. I just dissed myself.
Now please excuse-zeh moi while I go do one of the many things on my building to-do list: Read. The. Freaking. Chapter.
Before I fail a quiz that will make me look stupid and just plain. old. stupid.
Oh, and watch at least one of the DBSK shows I just downloaded from YouTube the last 2 days.
Oh my JaeJoong...I need a life. Toodles. ♥
Why, it's another smexilicious JaeJoong picture I've randomly decided to add to my note! No...it's because he makes me want to drool and itching to pick up my phone and dial some random, foreign number in this lazy, pitiful, sleepless state of mine. *snickers* ;] ♥
04 January 2009 @ 01:35 am
We fear.
We all fear.
We fear and then we overcome that fear.
I fear.
I fear of what is to come.
( I fear of things I can't control. )
feelings: 
melancholy
melancholymusique: Baek Ji Young - Like being hit by a bullet
31 December 2008 @ 07:12 pm
Everything.
Everything about him.
I love everything about him.
He's not perfect.
No one is.
He's far from perfect, he's imperfect.
But I love everything about him.
In all his flaws, he found himself.
( He did what he had to do. )
feelings: melancholy
melancholymusique: Tohoshinki - Wasurenaide